Well...IVF #1 was a bust. The beta came back negative at < 2. I'm waiting to hear back from the doctor to see what the next step is. In the meantime, I am crushed. Even if I knew this was coming, to hear the words, "You're not pregnant" makes you feel so small and incapable.
Incapable isn't a strong enough word. I feel like a failure.
I feel broken.
Big (((hugs))) to you. Take care of yourself.
ReplyDeleteYou are not a failure. You are awesome! There were a lot of things that weren't done on time that weren't your fault. (hugs). You have lots of support out here.
ReplyDelete((hugs)) I know what it's like to feel broken. I currently feel that way after TTC for the last 15 months for my THB.
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