Monday, June 4, 2012

Starting to Lose Hope (A post from yesterday)

I should stop testing. I really should. And I'm sure it's easy for you to tell me to stop testing too. Just like it's easy for other people to tell me to stop obsessing. But you know what? When you are absolutely, positively terrified of having to go through this again, it's easier said than done.

I've had a few breakdowns tonight. I'm not feeling well, emotionally. I feel like I'm heading for the hardest end of the week ever.

Here's my picture for the end of the night. Note the fading line. :(

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